lols so much about revival

and yes
so much for the great revival. well i cant say i got anything to say? only when i feel like it then i may sit infront of my computer to type away. typing out a blog post can be a very interesting process. as u let ur thoughts flow through you, you feel to creativity, the thoughts all flowing through your fingers and into the key board as u punch the keys away. the flood of emotions channeled into your writing is very important for me as it really decides how long i will write posts, stories, compos.... and many more. right is the same thing. yes i still do feel the pinch to write but i ahve nothing to share at the moment so wait for me to meet an accident then maybe i can say smething ^^ lols.

a revival both for the blog and the blogger

ok. its been a long time since i last posted. but i realized i actually gt ppl who read my blog. lols. alot of time has passed since my last post and i have done much reflecting on the things that happen around me. life has its ups and downs. in each incident, you can always find a lesson to be learnt and a value to be embodied. when u find ur self in need, frens appear from nowhere to hlp u. frenship is found, and it must be treasured. such has been the way for the things i have been through. they may be small, may be immature actions that caused this problems but no matter wad, its a mistake. each day, each time u make a mistake. u learn from it and u grow from it. what that has happen to me is of small scale but deeply impacted me. nt all frenship bred with others is lasting, pure, or built with a trust formed between both sides. some times u get betrayed and u feel swallowed by the hate brewing inside of u. a breach of trust can make u feel devastated. i cant say i got over this incident. but i sure can say i came out stronger and much more aware that this world isnt perfect.

its been a long time

yup as the title suggests, it has been a long long time since i posted a blog entry. the ccts are on and i am down with fever so i cant do much while still 'bed-ridden'. ok but thats more or less an excuse to not blogging. the topic i will be touching on is the main reason as to why i have not been blogging on my point of view about various stuff in life.

everyone has aspirations. its just that sometimes it may change from time to time. we love reading books and sometimes we suddenly have a certain inspiration that drives us to writing our own stories in hope that we may one day be the next best-selling author or the next billionaire j.k.rowling. i mean like you cant deny the fact that at least once in your whole entire life you would feel like you could write a book that would propell you into the lime light of the book industry. ok after talking about the whole book thing i guess you pretty much know why i ahve not been blogging. yes i am through that certain period inlife where you think you could do something. and i hope my inspiration will not die out. of course that are many measures i can take up in order to ensure that my writing spree will not fade away. i started my story writing with pretty much a rough idea on what i wanted to write. but as i wrote, i realized i was starting to forget someof the ideas i thought up before the writing process. as such i back tracked and wrote out a story line first. i will tell you this much. writing out a story line first really does helps. it prevents you from forgetting what you want to write about and making you waste time thinking about ur story or giving up on the whole story writing process.

p.s wont be blogging until results increase. haven been working hard for the first term and if i dun change my attitude towards my studies i fear the worst may happen

theft

i dunno what to say...but some people can be really retarded. ok wait i need to give an intro to the whole situation before i say anything. my bag was stolen and i bet the theif must be feeling so full of himself. this is not the first time such a incident occured for me. its the second except for the fact that this time i am more prepared for the consquences of my actions. is not like i am in the wrong for placing my bag in an area designated for putting ur bag. ok why iss the theif so fkin retarded? out of every bag he had to steal, he stole mine... the least attractive bag... the most ulu brand... the oldest bag there. WHY?! sell to the kalangguni? even a krumpler's material would have fetched more price then my bag. ok here its the even stupider part. there were 3 krumpler bags surrounding my disgusting bag. 3 DUDE 3!!!! one of them was even BRIGHT RED! wTF.... is the guy colour blind? ok wait thats not the point i am trying to put across. i am not trying to encourage people to steal expensive bags but rather, what i am trying to say is why STEAL? dude there are plenty of other ways to get money. of course the legal way. stealing is illegal. u can be placed in jail for that or fined or smething. fk like i can remember. if u r a student and u r in need of money. as in if ur family is poor and u dun get enough pocket mooney to eat lunch. u can always appeal to the office for financial support. its a better way than just stealing and getting urself into more trouble. or the student could be from a rich family but the family does not give the child money for his meals. dude thats ur family's problem rite? u can always go and negotiate with them about ur money issues. the worst is if the student is the thrill seeker. he has enough cash to spend but wants to steal cos its fun and gives a burst of andreline... dude if u r that kind of person then go to hell. then there is the vengeful type. he hates his victim for all the stuff the victim does to him. in order to show him whos boss and make the victim lose something valuable. i dare say that he is a wussy. dude if u got any problems go ask ur teacher or solve it face to face man dun be a coward and steal cos it will only land you into more problems. and if u are this kind of guy then pls get a life sell ur guts and get a mouse's guts cos i think the mouse would be more daring than you.

Flag day--- test of guts, skill, charm

HI! good morning! would u like to donate to viriya community services? its a voluntary wellfare org that fund projects like dreams@ kolam ayer, light of hope centre, whispering hearts child care, ......................
on that fateful day....i dare say more than 5k students stomped every corner of singapore seeking out donations... some may say u need the guts to ask for donations. some may also say u need the skill to convince the people to donate...others well.... they think that their charm *ahem-cough cough* would aid them in their conquest for donations. its a day where u have to shed ur shy side of urself and face ur darkest fears....(lols). its not easy to go about asking for donations... everyone would at least have a chance in their life to have this experience of asking for donations. once u do u will need a mixture of all the 3 valuable assets u have-skill,guts,charm. but thats if u even have them.
i cant say i am the shy type but i dun really speak to strangers much. i teamed up with a good friend jey-sng. it was a bout 8.30 am when the day started off. we went to collect our donation bags from the various collection points scattered all around singapore. of cos jey-sng and i were special. our re-sl group was working with this vwo and we have to do 4 hrs more than any of the othr ppl...boohooo lolx. actually the extra 4 hours was something different. we had to go down to boon keng (water front area) to set up abooth to recruit ppl hu wanted to join a reading prgramme... ok so jey-sng left smething at hme and we spent half an hour going to his house to get it. lols we actually asked his condo's secruity guard for donations. guess wad he said.... aiya i on duty cant donate.... cannot or dun wan.... there is a fine line between the two...
ok so we walked aroung seeking donations while lugging some huge bulky item i was suppouse to carry for the recruitment drive... we walked from senkang until toapayoh.... is that far? man i only knew that my legs were killing me. lols jey-sng was dam pisssed with me cos the ppl i asked for donations gave me lots of notes...NOTES DUDE THE MINIMUM FOR A NOTE IS $2 wakKAKAKAKA. he got coins...so ya=x
keeping the journey through singapore as short as possible except for one thing. jey-sng u horny bastard.... lols and yes as what any one of u guys were thinking if u read my earlier posts... we ended up commenting about girls....again...lols makes me feel like a sexist but this time it had nothing to do with me. ok we walked until toapayoh hub and then we saw the first group of chij toapayoh( short form i will be using is IJ) girls. jey-sng decided to ask them for donations but they were buying some earrings and other stuff so we waited...and waited....and waited. DAMN IT take so long sia =x i will nvr understand a girls urge to shop... lols
ok but they were done after 10 mins. so we asked... and they donated and jey-sng went mad. why? cos the one who donated to him was some ulti sexy chiobu lols. then jey-sng went derilious cos at the start he was complaining about all the daoers then now he was saying how much he loves flag day... dotz and i was dumb enough to follow him through the next part. he wanted to follow them. they went into macs to eat ya in the end we went in too....
there jey-sng went ogling at her...^^ i am so jealous lols but i let him take the prime seating position. and for the next 30 minutes i heard him suaning me again and again. lols. shit it took alot out of me to stop myself from looking back but ya wadeva. then it was time to launch a counter-attack on his suaning. i told him she was from my training club. he bought it and went... nvr mnd. but ya it was a pack of lies. =x srry dude didnt mean to make u angry...
ok after 4 hrs we went back to AMK collection point and returned the bags. then i met up with hankit and we went to waterfront... bloody hell take 45mins to reach boonkeng then another 30 minute walk to find the place then another 15 minutes to locate our 'booth' KBKBKBKB WTF!!! my legs nearly gave way. waited for 4 hrs which slowly passed and we only managed to get one form completed...so demoralizing, so depressing, GRRRR!!!!!! the time spent didnt seem worth it

so much for e-learning

e-learning week.

a better way to teach students? or a bad way to teach students? this question is highly debatable. personally i hate e-learning week. the work load given is too much. its hard to complete and when u do not understand a certain thing, u are unable to contact ur teacher to enquire on how to complete the task. it is also not a reliable way to distribute materials to the students as the information may not be transfered due to technical errors.

hao xin you hao bao? i dun think so....seriously....

being the gentlemanly males we are, we always try to be as courteous as possible. but is it good? or is it bad? many say time will tell, but i got mine in less than 15 minutes. it was starting to rain...very heavily and i offered a indian lady and her son my umbrella...(under my umbrella....ironic) so i walked in the rain. all in good will, but my intentions were not accpeted and i promptly got a cold when i reach home.

man or mouse

have you ever had a period in your life where you stare at one of the most disgusting creation by mother nature and you suddenly feel so weak. well i just did. ok frankly speaking i am not the timid kind of guy or the kind who is overly brave. i guess about average. some people are scared of cockroaches, lizards, frogs...anything. encounters with these animals can happen at any time any place anywhere. you dont have a choice. it is often situations when its you versus the monster. no other people, no moral boost wadsoeva. its a one on one fight. ok but you of course are at an advantage( you have stuff like insect sprays, heavy books, a slipper, lighter+ deo(huan hock) ). i know it sounds stupid but ask your self frankly, can you kill it within a minute.
i had a battle with a cockroache on my computer desk and i tell you somehow i feel like a weakling. it suddenly crawled onto my desk. while i was surfing the net. it startled me as i wasnt expecting such a surprising entrance by the roach. i moved back and just stared back. my first instinct was to smash it. but when i turn away for a moment to check my 'arsenal of weapons', it was gone. and damn! hell would i wanat a roach near my desk. i looked for a can of insect spray and looked for it. i looked for 3 minutes and realized that such an action was fruitless. i thought in my mind where it might have went. i pointed the spray's nozzle at those places and sprayed it like mad. sure enough a roach came out. lesson 1 keeping calm and doing some critical thinking helps. it stared at me and i saw its huge mandibles moving in a inter-locking fashion. damn that looked so gross. of cos instincts kicked in and i 'gunned' it down with my spray. it scuttled away under my desk, a hard place to reach. it was suppouse to die. i waited and waited but it just stayed there flipped on its back. all it did was shake its legs about. that stopped me from using my computer for 30 mins. i just couldnt kill it. and i hell would i know why. i was going to smack it with my slipper but i jsut stoned there. you ever had that kind of feeling? its way too weird. so it took me awhile to rethink everything and i asked my self...are you man or mouse? well that proved to be a good question and so i smacked it. of course its guts arent pretty. after all that time it was shaking its leggs, i couldnt get it out of my mind. it was so bad that when i use a tissue and tried to pick it up, my hand was shaking for the fear that it might suddenly jump out. it did not seem like a feat for anyone but it was for me to hold it there and dump it into the bin. i never had such a problem and had been known to pick up lizards for the fun of it. but somehow i just lost to a roach.

lucky shot

yesterday we were suppoused to be all geared up playing for the raffles league. however the weather did not approve of our plans and deemed the matches post-poned. so today we had to play one extra match. or so we thought. it was to our disadvantage. our best players were off for competitions and others were all lazy sleeping at home or gaming...and yes i am talking about you wilson. we had one player short for the match but that didnt stop us from trying not to let in too many goals. we fought hard but pls dun expect to see presentable results. it was quite impossible given the fact that we were such a weak team. but nonetheless everyone pulled through and showed much team spirit and sportsmanship. the first match was to start at 1.10 and we were playing against 3b. i must admit that although their indian foreign scholar was some violent player, he was good. ok fine average if not for his pushing. after talking about that guy of cos you know who scored... yes he scored in the first half. i wasnt in my top form then. after all i have abandon soccer for more than 3 months. i were to play like my previous self we might have had a greater chance.

ok but too bad for 3b we were not prepared for a defeat. in the second half we got a indirect free kick. daniel took the free kick and gave us the equalising goal. there goes for their victory. it was now a draw. having bringing the match to a draw, we pushed back into a tight defense and did some time wasting until the match was over. i not really a pure emoing type. not the kind who cuts his hand, throw temper, get all violent. i just sat in the corner thinking about how badly i played. after emoing for 15 minutes, i went off to play soccer awhile more before our next match.

it was against 3q. 3q was an average class. my friend was in it and some how it was a disadvantage for both sides. and yet again we conceded the first goal. it was the dumbest goal i have ever seen. our defender trapped the ball in front of the goal and jsut stoned there. the opposing striker of cos took the opportunity to make a quick goal. he casually bumbed into the defender and rammed the ball into the goal. dotz even yuho had no time to react. ok here comes the dumb part. after the emoing i somehow played much better than the previous match. i wasnt everywhere defending but i was sticking around my turf. no one got through for that few sweet minutes. we managed to push into the opposing half of the field. we pulled off a throw in and i was to take the throw. ok here it starts. i was about to throw and when i heard my friend trying to trick me into tossing the ball to him, i instinctively passed him the ball. he controlled the ball and was passing to his teammate when i realized my mistake. i intercepted and move towards the goal. i believe i was about30-40Ms from the goal. around midfield. i took a random shot at the goal. and i actually though it would go in at first. it curled up and bounce on the turf. i thought that that was it . but then the ball kept bouncing and bounced between the keepers 'embrace' and went into the goal. still bouncing away... ok nothing to be proud of since its just fluke. sometimes miracles do happen dont they?
ya...its very true. in fact the miracle actually did not happen to us but to them... they scored another goal in the second half of the match. as the saying goes, bad things happen in threes. ok... i guess this needs no further elaboration. lols we conceded 4=1. it was just too bad since our keeper lost his form. he used to be good. damn good i must say. unfortunately his hands failed him today but i dont think it will happen again. but the again bad things happen in threes...


haha =x

not much time

i cant say the past few days have been so hectic that i cannot blogg... been reading more papers and i think its good in a way that i am not as lazy as last year. ok actually i hope i am not as lazy. this is because i have not been scoring well in my first term so i have to prepare myself for a big comeback. hopefully i can pull up my grades if not GG... did any one read the article last sunday? about the guy with the 3 rows of teflon beads. ok in a way its kinda sick. ok some good questions to ask before u want to go for such procedues. after you have implanted in the beads. and you press them will it hurt? i mean like its as though there is some weird object in your body and everyday u wake up feeling as though some body has gotten under your skin. another question. what will happen if you have an injury on your hand. where the beads are....OWWWwww. its so going to hurt. will the beads like fall out? ok its kinda stupid to ask these kind of questions cos there is no one who is going to answer.

anyway going on to what happen today. we had a day off cos its SPORTS DAY!!! frankly speaking on previous years i seriously hate this day. why u may ask. its because my house's standing has always been last. but haha this year we made a comback and now bUCKELY IS 2ND!!! Great job bucklians. we had this screwed up chear and goes like this. we will we will buck you buck you. ok do me a favor. shout it our loud as loud as you can. what do you hear? your voice slowly distorts and you go hearing we will we will f**k you f**k you. and what the f**k is that all about man... its like some of the seniors started shouting out vulgarities. ok arhmmm...(me included but not as vigorous...) lols. but whatever i just felt that was a dumb cheer. and for the first time of 3 years in RI i am finally proud of wearing the buckley house t-shirt. its not that i dun like my house. i am proud of my house's fighting spirit and such but its just that somehow when u have been down and out you dun wan others knowing who you are, where you are from... Sooooo LONG LIVE BUCKLEY!!!!

one of the cheers we did today...

Hey buckley! you are so fine
you are so fine
you blow my mind
Say BUCKLEY
BUCKLEY!!!

x--(repeat as many times as you like?) ...

slow boring day

its a slow boring day. after all its good friday but since its a holiday i really cant think of anything to do and thus i am hopelessly bored. woke up late at about 12pm cos i was still ulti tired from the past week of staying up till 12 am everyday. not a very healthy practice is it? actually planned to go out with friends and eat lunch and go buy pc game but my dad was fuming at me for turning on the comp first thing in the morning. there goes my outdoor adventure. lols. so to pass time i downloaded cabalsea to try it out and i must say it worst then silkroad. the leveling process is painfully slow and the skills take a hell lot of time to master. the server also crashed on me once today. grrrr..... the only good thing is that its a local server so i can enter anytime of the day whereas for silkroad its a global server and i can only login in the afternoon as in the night all the europeans are playing so i cant login TT. but in the end i got hooked on trying my best to change into a new set of armour and i tell you i took 4 hours but i am no where closer. god dam iT!!!!!!! well so far there are only 3 different main maps for cabal. that is very little for this kind of games. plus the 3 are connected through a mini map called a warp center. for silkraod there are like 10 maps? all inter-linked. no warp points. so its one ulti big map that takes a day to travel from one end to the other. well cant say cabal is bad cos it at least let me relax cos i cant login to silkroad at the moment. but haha i got my psp back so i will be spamming the buttons of my psp. today's episode of d.gray-man was a blast. allen actually managed to place a mark on the earl. but hey wadeva....i read the comics so i know whats gonna happen... lols... too lazy to start my homework so the workload is piling up. and yar ri community day came up in the papers and MARCUS NG AIK WEI u r in the center of the pic. SO LUCKY>.........== its late and i need my sleep so ya...nitez

RI community day---cip in another way

when u give something out one day you will get it back---

Today is the day. where we give back to the society in our own special way. in order to prepare for this day, we had to raise much funds inorder to better help the VWOs whom we were working hand in hand with. this year it was heart warming to know that we have raise a total of $55000. and man....thats a hell lot of money. but of course we were not helping only one VWO. the school was split up into the various CCA groups. each group had their own plans on who they wanted to work with. so i believe that in this way we would be able to reach out to more people in the society who need our help. this year the guest of honour who came to grace the opening ceremony was a rear admiral in the navy. i forgot which rank was that but it sounded like it was on of the highest ranks. any way he gave a hell of a lengthy speech.

ha the point was i got a feeling that all my classmates would have laughed till they dropped when they heard the speech. and why exactly? the guest of hounor was zao xiaing like siao. every sentence he had at least one word which caused his reading pitch to go off. so its like every sentence u would here a squeak acompanying his speech. the man was also the president of the national social services and some other VWO. cant remember which 0.0 =x. he is like 60+ liao and yet he has so many commiments to the society. its something worthy of respect as he was an ex-rafflesian too.

my cca was swimming and we were going to help out with the VWO lions befriender somethin something.... =x cant remeber again. plox. well if you were wondering if we were working for some animal protection thingy you are WRONG!!! its the most unexpected cause we were working for. we were working with the elderly folks. we planned a whole array of activities hoping to give them a day to remember. we played mahjong, black jack any many more games. haha i am better in mahjong than like nearly half of them except for two old man who were like ulti pro. SUNju dam lucky he first time play and he actually won... haha gratz sunju.

well at the end of the day they had a fun time and all of us enjoyed the activities. it was heart warming to know that we have touched the hearts of more than 50 elderly. somehow its like i have left something precious there and taken something else back with me. it was a fun day but when i reached home i fell asleep and woke up at 6pm HAHAAH....dotz

YAwNz~

--love is all abt giving and taking--

omg this is my first blog post and i am alrdy so bored when i haven even started! oh shit i seriously need to discipline myself. dam tired cause today was a hectic day. woke up at 6.15 and that is so dam late. thats the latest so far and i was nearly late for my meeting witha friend i go to school with.

wang was complaining the whole time abt his lit stuff. i mean like duh of cos u have so much work after all u r in lit RA. went to school and for the first time at 7.05 am so many people alrdy lined up for morning assembly. so weird. lol.

math lesson was dam nice. the class was finally quiet during maths. ha the maths teacher break voice like dam hell lot of times.

ss teacher nvr come and we had free period today...YAY!!!^^ but i wasted that precious time period away. ]

HAHA PE was another stupid period where we all can laugh at ROMi break voice like siao and he tot we were laughing at his darn jokes.

MT. the new chinese teacher dam enthu. i come in on time but in PE attire then she screw me up side down. plus i just learnt something new abt this teacher. HER maths bloody sucks she need some hardcore maths tution. no offence but she need go learn primary school maths. she was forming us into groups and keeping tags on our score. when u speak english in class she will deduct 2 marks. my group earned 2 marks from a question and when we accidently speak in english she added a dash infront of the 2 she added before. so that means its -4 not -2 anymore. she dun wanna admit and keep insisting on her view. lols . she screwed up like another 2 more times after that.

haha today pon assembly go watch tennis finals. haha JS dam horny sia. we go there not support classmate but go there spy on any chio bu. then we stand there keep commenting on all the girls we see then discuss like some fanatics. ok at surface level discussion. strictly no sexual content. it was one of the best moments so far this year. YAY we won tennis and i walked 2km with js to kallang mrt station so that we can take mrt home. dam siao sia. when we going past orchard got 2 lesbians board the train and started getting intimate with each other. hugging, kissing, groping SO WTFWTFWTF. i must admit 1 of them was dam chio. what a waste. oops ok thats not the point. i ahve nothing against them but Y THE FK they have to kiss in public. maybe no one looking ok la but the WHOLE CABIN of people all staring.

was late for training. kana splash water by angel. sian she whole day splash water and cant stop laughing like siao. lols haha swim half way then laugh. laugh liao then swim. so guai. devil came but not evil. angel keep bullying devil. geneive went home early. bbg join us for swimming after his swimknight training. then after that we all walked home together. LALALA what a hectic day
kao i dam tired going sleep and for the first time this year i am gonna do my geog ungraded worksheet.OMG!!!